love

My boyfriend is gay. My boyfriend is homosexual.

I would like so much to be able to share this with a woman out there who's been through the same. Please contact me if you have.  Read more →

I am going to bury you, sweetheart. I will add a blankie in your little box. I miss you already. You taught me so much, I am so afraid to forget you, almost as afraid as I am to forget what you taught me. It did not feel like you were dead in my arms, last night. Read more →

A wave of anger washed over me, anger against myself, at my age at the time, that stupid lyrical age, when a man is too great a riddle to himself to be interested in the riddles outside himself and when other people are mere walking mirrors in which he is amazed to find his own emotions, his own worth. Read more →

[HER] I am OK and at home playing hooky today. Read more →

I just finished watching the movie Breaking and Entering. Read more →

Waited with my dad for about an hour outside of a court room this morning. I was there for morale support. Read more →

It’s been a couple of weeks since we last spoke, it feels like a couple of months to me. I am learning to be more independent, and I am lousy at independence. Getting lousier and lousier. I so much love this woman, and it’s like I’m re-discovering her now. Read more →